July

Hello July. Half of 2013 is gone!
Cannot really believe how fast time flies, i have alrd stopped schooling for.. 6months?

And also,
Can't believe i got almost everything (okay not really but) for studying at nz!
Am i really going????? Everything feels so surreal. :O

Anyway,
I seriously have no idea how i spent my money................ :(
Can't believe after all these years i have no savings and even spent my previous savings. omg.
This is really.. too much. Worked for so many years plus the 3.6k from bursary. LOL. Stab self.

Okay ending this off with a photo w bff which i stole from her blog hahahahaha, good day!

Back home

Hiiiiiiiiii! Finally back home after 7days trip in Perth ^_^
Here are some of the polaroid shots we took over there!

With the girls!! Clingy & Dotty (so cute their names)

Swag anot

 beautiful background

Blue house at the back 

doroo (L)

So everyone had their respective poses when we took turn standing in the middle :D

 So cute right hehe. Still waiting for other photos to be uploaded! Will update again:)

Anyway, idky but suddenly have the feel to blog again lol. This blog has been here for me for... 7-8 years?? Thank you for always being there despite me dumping you for so many times ^_^"

Perth's great!! Had lots of fun there and the weather is so cooling! The lowest temperature was actually 4 degree celsius. Thank you cling for being such a great host. ^^ Sorry for the many things that we damaged in the 7 days.. :(

Really like the environment there because everything's so pretty. Everywhere seems like a great spot for photos. Hahaha. Their sky darkens at 5plus so everyone would be home early too. So comfy. ^^ Really hope to go there again next time! :) Will update more with other photos.

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Mum&dad finally approved in me going NZ for a degree. Mum even told me she's gonna loan me the money first and all. But.... but. IDK IF I SHOULD GO OR NOT. :( Such a hard decision to make! Is it worth the money?? It's either this or SIM. Both has their pros and cons. I really can't seem to decide. And time is running out.. Plus, i would miss so many things if i go NZ. Including everyone's 21st :( So sad. May i make the best decision.

So many changes in life just after such a short period of time. Absolutely positive that i made the right decision to move on. What an idiot i was. I'm really probably quite emotionally detached to be so heartless to myself hahahah. Cause i don't feel a thing to you anymore. Hope our path will NEVER cross ever again. Idw to see you ever again. And.. you appeared. Okay. Idk anything yet. But, hope you survive well in bmt!

Thank you you for appearing. :)

Building up

Nothing comes easy.

It's just me. I like nua-ing and lazing around. I don't get things done unless i'm excited about it (and it doesn't last). I'm scared of stepping out of my comfort zone. I find it troublesome to do so many things without a guarantee.

But all of these are just about me. Me, only.

I'm 20, just graduated from TP. I don't have fantastic gpa or CCA to enter a local uni. Even if i do, i believe that life always needs a plan B. I need to stop lazing around my days and expecting things to get better.

And i found my plan B, :)

So this time i will try my best to desert all of these stuffs about ME and try to think of the bigger picture. I'm actually glad that i came into this because in a way it's a personal growth too.

If anyone of you has the fate to come onto this post (which i think damn little lol) and thinks you need a plan B in life, contact me! :)

It's a realy good business concept. But i can't say it here.

Alright, that's it for now! All the best to me!!